concert's over~ over 11 hours ago.i cant say it's my best concert ever cos personally, i could have done alot better.but i guess the most impt part was the ajco spirit.certainly, there were mistakes here and there, but the spirit kept us going.was having this terrible gastric pain before performance.but luckily, with xueli's help, we managed to find panadol.hahx, i got better a few minutes before the performance, but the paranoid me kept worrying if i would puke halfway through the performance.imagine puking onto my yangqin when i am playing halfway.it'll be like: Ewww~ haha.but gradually everything went well.

i guess the most impt thing wasnt the highlights of the concert, but that it was the last performance the j2s were having with us.some looked sad, but i dont think it was till the extent of crying like how i did 1 yr ago when my days in rvco ended.but i'll sure miss this one to two months of practices.at the beginning, i really hated ajco.haha, or maybe ajc in particular.cos my heart was still with sa.but i guess i've gotten used to ajco, gotten used to another different place AGAIN.and now, it's another parting.hahx.but again, as i think of it, life in jc is really short.just two years to forge friendships and all. :

next, i finally realise fukang is actually a very nice person.haha, and i mean it. note:no forms of sarcasm.sure there was once i got really pissed with him when he practised a concert piece with me.he made me super stressed.but now that i think of it, if he hadnt forced me into that situation, i would never think that i could actually play the song.and yesterday, he was running around the concert hall when helping with our seating arrangments.i think if he wasnt the one helping out with the teachers, everything might have been impossible.the teachers were doing their best, but the way they handled things unreasonably made people pissed.and no doubt, fk was the one who understood the plight of the other players who met with difficulties.hahx, so much for those praises, i wanna join fkfc!! hahaha.

alright, gotta do work~

things would be different.
you'll just be a passing figure in my life.i hope.

ok, i am currently feeling super stressed up cos PI's due friday, and i just realised my idea is not totally a NEW idea. but the thing is that, my teacher accepted it! crap. so i am now trying to save my dear PI by sorta twisting some facts here and there? oh no, would MOE see this entry and deem me as a cheat? haha. blog entries are so disgustingly dangerous nowadays.

anyway, life is as usual. one word-tiring.studies wise, i am trying hard to catch up with my work.i guess i better not elaborate.cca..there have been cca pracs everyday cos of our concert this coming sunday. i am just keeping my fingers cross that i can hun4 some parts smoothly. i think i am quite screwed, cos i've only learnt the four songs in a week and have barely played them for combined pracs properly. sigh.

btw, i still have loads of homework to do. i don't think i can sleep tonight, UNLESS i fall asleep.it happens very frequently though. haha. alright, back to the dreaded PI.i am going bonkers~

i guess things happen for a reason.not sure if everything happen this way though.and i realise some things just can't be changed.in a short period of time, if that's the case. -shrugs

have been rather temperamental..
i wonder what's got into me..
syf's over! congrats ajco for our well-deserved Gold =D
my parents are watching some taiwan news 'bout the suicide of li minran..it's really scary that life can be so unexpectable at times..sigh.i guess life is really all about being happy..
my condolences to our late president.
back to work.
with a heavy heart